How long can I ignore this blog anyway? I think it's been about 5 months now. I always think, "I should blog about this," but then I just don't feel like it when I have the opportunity.

So I'm up a little later than usual. I'm working on my site (which is another thing that is REALLY behind). I need a few extra hours per day. My site is experiencing an "extreme makeover." I used to use all neutral colors and had pictures of women who were smiling and contemplative. Well, I've scratched that for a brighter, crisper look. Now it uses bright oranges, blues, and greens. There are almost no pictures. It's quite a different look. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just biding my time since I don't want to have to do any actual thinking about adding more pages. But, I do think this was needed to stay competitive.

I did really well on WW today. I think I went over by 1.5 points. This is a big deal for me. Every morning I wake up and make the decision to throw in the towel on it, and then by midday, I talk myself back onto the plan. Sigh. My dear husband poured me a large shot of Bailey's a little bit ago, and it's still sitting here. I told him that I don't have the points for it (which is true), but really, I just don't want to feed into his drinking issues and muddy the water. Every weekend for the past month (give or take) he's gone and gotten drunk again. I can't stand it, but I'm trying to love him anyway. Why he decides to drink when he knows he has a problem, I just don't get. Then again, I guess I do. It'd be the same with me and a plate of brownies. The only difference is that the brownies don't make me say and do weird things.

Oh well. I guess I should head to bed. I got 2 pages on my site actually completed! Yay! I've started a 3rd. Then the workbook part of the site will be complete. Yayay!